Dicks, pussies and assholes

might be a little vulgar.. but i feel its a wise speech…

HAppy Chinese New YEar!!

Its been my busiest CNY ever…
slept at 4am on CNY eve, woke up at 11…
the usual formalities, temple visiting and relatives visiting…
and a movie and a long walk from cineleisure to boat quay.
its my first time ever which i spent my 1stday of CNY with w/o my family or relatives. i felt happy… :p but then, i dont forsee we’ll go far from this.. closer than friends, but however not yet lovers… i used to dislike this idea, but now i’m felt its significant… sometimes, it can be a good solution

ended my 1st day of CNY at 12am and i slept at 1 am. woke up the next day at 5:30am for work. super lethargic and tired. but for the $16/hr, i put on the smily face and dragged myself to work. i started my work an unexpected angpao from my immediate boss. busy as can be and tired all over. thankfully i’ve a bunch of entertaining colleagues, constantly encouraging each other to go on…

however, of all the good things, there bound to have a bad thing… and yes, there’s indeed an incident which pissed me for a moment during work. at least for 15mins. which is, a conversation between me and a colleague. i’m not naming who, but observant guys would know who is him.

him: hey, recently i’m v.poor, can i go your house and bai nian so that i can get more ang pao money?
me: sure why not?? and when are you inviting me to your house too?
him: no! no! i dun wan to invite you because i will “lugi”. i have a big family and lots of relatives staying in my home and you will definitely get more ang pao then i do if i go to your house..
me (pissed): when can you stop being so calculative??!!!
him: just joking mah…

“wise man talks because they have something to say, fools talk when they have to say something”

yes, i’m pissed.. even though he ended the conversation saying its a joke… i’m not pissed because i’m not able to go his house. i’m pissed because i’m associated to such a friend… i dont consider that as a joke.
1) its not funny at all
2) its reflects bad on you
3) it makes me feel awkward, speechless
but i try to forget abt this short chat as i do not whish to spoil the day with this incident. fortunately, i ended the day with an happy event. which is steamboat at qi jia’s home. nice food all over, and we had a little drink. if there werent sch tml, i guess it would be more fun. really looking forward for a chalet soon :p

The sealed sword…

知之為不知　在在不在乎
此人何其者　寒山之子也
“a man living in seclude who knows much of the things happening around him, however he treat it as though he doesnt know abt anything and does not do anything about it”
he used to have a wonderful past and a person of great achievements… however, due to unknown reasons, he sealed his sword and lead his living as a commoner. days aft days, and years aft years, this man get used to being a commoner, w/o having any responsibility on him… at times, he saw things which he had some ideas to improve on, but however he kept mum abt it and juz followed the system.
“consistency is the last refuge for the uncreative”…
its absolutely true. the man stoped using his brain and his level of creativity declined. his friends realised it.. he realised it himself too.however, he couldn care less.
until one day, somebody’s words stroke him. “its time to reveal the sword…”, someone said.
he decided to wake up. he pulled out his sealed sword and only to found out that it was full of rust. he shall start to polish this old rusty sword so that he is able to use it soon…

恋爱写真

凡是正常的人到了一定的年龄
总是会开始对异性产生好奇
这种情形最常发生，叫你觉得非常刺激
多数会在发育时期。
不管什么地方，也不管身在那里
只要有男人女人相处在一起，
那种感觉就是那么神奇，
叫人可以无法可以抗拒，连朋友都会撕破脸皮。
谈恋爱天经地义
却有人为了爱，来喝那个杀虫剂
也有人为了恋爱，要从楼上跳下去
谈恋爱最最有趣的那段时期，
就是你不认识我我不认识你
大家互相看来看去，一直看到人家回家去
人家走后才来撞墙壁。
多数男孩要找女孩来做自己的伴侣
总喜欢先看人家没不美丽
总是爱批评人家眼睛鼻子长得高高又低低
却忘记自己长得像monkey
男孩不要太过挑剔
你选人家人家也在选你
这个不行那个也不行，你以为你是什么东西！！？
有些人开始约会，又害羞又新奇
有些人以为自己很有魅力
有些人约会总是喜欢带着一大班的朋友
就因为自己没有勇气
有些人约会几次，就以为自己很可以
有些人心里老是打着鬼主意
有些人拼命找机会，摸摸人家的小手
就假假说要替他看命
像这样的借口
谁不知道为了动脚动手
有些人就因为这样
到最后通通都没有
爱情这个东西叫人伤脑筋
没有她生活变得很boring
有些人为了太多的爱情
生活同样变得很sickening！！！
有人可以为了爱情 爱情 爱情 爱情
把一生储蓄一手奉献给你
和父母兄弟姐妹脱离关系
只为了爱情
有人可以为了爱情 爱情 爱情 爱情
你要他做任何事他都可以
你甚至揍他、踢他、吐他口水
他还是爱你
谈恋爱到深处，头脑是越来越糊涂
这就是为什么有人爱得那么痛苦
有些人明明知道有些爱情绝对没有幸福
就是偏偏死都不认输
尤其是刚刚恋爱，大家都一个模样
还以为自己已经找到好对象
这个时候不管对方怎样
就算三天没有冲凉，你还是会觉得他很香
谈恋爱就是那么奇怪，明明是黑，会突然变成白
有人说恋爱是病态
她根本也是一种变态
谈恋爱要靠缘分，也要靠自己去争取
不要等天上突然掉下来给你
要勇往直前，耐心毅力，千万不要轻易来放弃
一定争取最后胜利。
有些人还不知道，爱情是two way traffic
以为你爱人家人家就会爱你
到最后才来发现，这部戏只有你自己在演
实实在在丢你爸爸的脸
追求不是那么容易
也绝对不是可以三言两语
如果能从失败中学习
这也是一种经验的累积
有些人追求异性，只为了炫耀自己
有些人把它当着个人兴趣
有些人盖着眼，随时随地他都可以
有些人要追到半条命
有些人谈恋爱，来得快，取得也快
有些人喜欢一步一步慢慢来
有些人谈恋爱，一定要彼此住在一块
最后因为了解而分开
谈恋爱是天经地义
搞得不好会伤天害理
希望大家明白这个道理
一生幸福都在你手里！！
只要我们了解爱的真谛
爱情的花朵才会漂亮又美丽
只要彼此能够真诚付出自己
才会尝到恋爱是什么东西
你不必整天挂着爱你 爱你 爱你 爱你… …
这句话说得太多越来越便宜
这句话听得太多越来越腻
讲了多余！
你不必开口闭口爱你 爱你 爱你 爱你… …
这句话说得太多好象放屁
只要你用用行动证明证明
这才是爱情

Tired…

Brain is not working *well*
too tired… from studies, FYP, work and tanking.
i cannot understand why cant someone just accept his flaws. is he really self-centred or stubborn. he insist he is always right when the whole world agrees its a mistake.
i’m getting of debating with him abt stuffs he done wrong. like the hokkien saying, his skull is so thick that even bullets cannot pass through. as a friend, i tried my best to give him advices and opinion on stuffs which doesnt seem to be right.
i’ve tried agreeing to whatever he says so as to avoid a debate. however, there are several stuffs which i couldn even bring myself to agree with him. sigh…
*i’m only human…*

tired… and angry…

wake up timing for the past 3 days:
mon – 0530
tue – 0630
today – 0630
fortunately tml’s lesson is slightly later, but its still early. for a person who does not have a habit like yours truly is becoming a zombie. really hoping for weekend to come so that i can have a good rest. but then again, i’m seriously attracted to Ong Bak 2 and Red Cliff 2… *no rest on weekend again*
i was so bored that i watched a documentary about nanjing massacre on PPstream. kept hearing abt people mentioning abt this incident is brutal and sadistic, but i dunno how serious is it. while watching the documentary, i realised how vulnerable the people of nanjing were and how cold-blood and sadistic the japanese were during the massacre. i had nv imagined of such torture methods being done on a human. in fact i was quite pissed towards the end of the documentary that most of the high ranking generals were not charged aft the war and had became millionaires. those who were charged or died during the war were worshipped till today and they denied the massacre occured. where’s the justice?
dont know why i’m so agitated aft watching that although it’s already over for such a long time. maybe i should watch more japanese AV so that i can have a change of opinion of them 😡
anyway thats for today… and oh yah…
joke of the day:
why does tanky afraid of going to swimming pool?
because he is hydrophobic!!!
oops.. shall do more good deeds to redeem some karma.. :X

Happy New Year!! 2009 is here

yes, as the title said.. happy new year… i know its a little late… the beginning of 2009 wasn’t a good start for me. i got sick from chrismas day till now. in fact, i’ve recovered, but still a little cough. i dont know whether this is a good sign or a bad sign for me.
good sign: my bad luck for the year is over and i’m left wif all the good luck
bad sign: beginning of my bad luck..
i seriously hope its the first.. 😡